You might think that Bloggers are just overpaid writers working from home in their pyjamas, your probably not wrong. However i am just trying to find a cathartic release for my mental mind. Today i read a quote online, "If today was your last day on earth what would people say about you?" believe me one question has never messed me up more in my life. Let me give you a little information about me.
I'm 23, I'm a unemployed mentally unstable housewife. Dramatic? No, yesterday i cried at cloudy with a chance of meatballs 2 because Flint let his family down but they forgave him after he saw the light. I've never been normal. I was born into a dysfunctional family like most people are these days. The older i get the more i realise i am not correctly equipped to deal with life. I have made so many bad decisions in my life and i have way too many regrets and baggage for a 23 y/o. I decided to work on getting my life together one step at a time by dealing with my thoughts and all of my decisions. This is my time and i will reach my destination. I want to be happy!
What are your goals? Have your reached them?Are you one of those people who has a bucket list? I don't feel like i ever had any goals. All i had was negative reinforcement. I was told from a young age i wouldn't amount to much and like the self fulfilling prophecy it was here i am. So much of a loser i cant't be alone for a whole day as i will get thoroughly lost in my own negativity.
Recently i decided to take charge, minimise my madness and find my bliss. I was told by a mental health expert that this is the best way to feel free. Put all my deepest darkest secrets online for the world to see. So shall we take this trip down memory lane together?
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